Well, been a long damn time since I posted anything. Fuck life has been busy. So much has been going on I didnt realize how long it had been since I last posted. Let me just say that in life, you truly know who your friends are and the ones who care about you. I learned a long time ago that people are like a revolving door. They will come and go in your life. In today and gone tomorrow. Friends however are the ones who come in, shut the door and lock it. Doesnt matter if it is a porblem of just life in general. Friends stick by you and understand. A long time ago I was the type who would chase after something. I would persue and follow until... until it got ugly. Today, I will persue and chase, but I am more quick to read between the lines and know when to back off. If I put the ball in your court, I will expect something in return.
I say this because I am tired of that fucking revolving door. I am tired of people coming and going. I am fucking tired of it. I am not attempting to cause drama with this. I am stating a fact about me and how I feel. Dont like how I feel, then fuck you very much. Last I checked I live my life for me. I dont live it for anyone else. Right now I sense a lot of red faces and clenched teeth. Do I feel sorry for what I have said? Not one bit. Do I regret saying it? Hell no. Will I change? Are you out of your fucking mind? I am me. Take it or leave it. Do you think you can change me? HA!!!!! Anyone who truly knows me, knows this. I say it like I see it. I call a spade a spade.
Fucking life is life people. Choose to accept what happens.